Myles Smith afraid to release new song “My First Heartbreak” this Friday

Myles Smith had previously mentioned a song called “My First Heartbreak” earlier this year, describing it as a composition that evoked such painful emotions that sharing even a small portion of it had caused a surge in his anxiety levels. Now, fans will have the opportunity to listen to it when it is released on Friday.

The talented artist, known for his hit “Stargazing,” disclosed that the inspiration behind the new song stems from his relationship with his father. In a series of posts on Instagram, he delves into the emotional depth of the track, stating that it delves into the feelings he experienced when his father left and the inability to articulate the gravity of the situation.

Reflecting on the impact of his father’s absence, Myles shares, “Even now, I see him when I look in the mirror. There is a strange kind of sadness in recognizing pieces of someone who chose not to be part of your life.” Despite having performed the song for countless audiences over the years, he emphasizes that its purpose is not commercial success but rather a sincere expression of his personal truth.

In a heartfelt caption accompanying the post, Myles confesses, “After years of grappling with this, I believe I am prepared to share it.” The vulnerability of sharing such a personal narrative is not lost on him, as he admits, “I would be lying if I don’t say I’m really scared. This is part of my life. This is me. And it feels so scary to put it into the world. Please look after it.”

Adding to the emotional weight of the impending song release, Myles shared a message from his mother, conveying her mix of nervousness, excitement, and above all, pride in her son’s courageous step. The text reads, “I’m nervous and excited, but most of all I’m proud of you son. We got this.”

Anticipation for “My First Heartbreak” is heightened by the fact that Myles is set to unveil the track the day after being recognized as one of TIME’s 100 most influential people at a prestigious gala in New York City. This further underscores the significance and impact of the raw, personal story that Myles is bravely sharing with his audience.

In essence, “My First Heartbreak” is not just a song but a poignant reflection of Myles Smith’s intimate journey, a narrative that has resonated with many and promises to touch the hearts of listeners in a profound way.